Thursday, June 26, 2008
It's just now hitting me that I don't have to hunch over the computer muscling through another care plan or set the alarm for a time before 6 AM and that I can say "6 AM" and not 0600 w/out fearing a med error.
It's two weeks into summer vacation and I'm just now looking around and thinking about cleaning the house. I had to spend two weeks not lifting my nose out of a fiction book and watching really bad tv (at the same time!). We upped our Netflix membership around here and we're almost done with Season One of The Sopranos (don't tell me what happens! I've somehow remained oblivious to the show until now).
I'm looking forward to a long line of camping trips w/ the kids, bread making and stone fruit (above: peach, dapple dandy pluot and ollalieberries (spell check is dinging me on "pluot" and "ollalieberries" when I was, just a few weeks ago, getting dinged on "hypermagnesmia" and "cholangiopancreatography": now *that* to me means it is really summer!)).
Friday, June 06, 2008
My last clinical was in CCU on Wednesday. My patient had a thousand problems and a million lines and a trillion meds and the nurse I was working with, pretty much, let me do all of the care which mostly meant grinding up meds w/ a pestle the nurse brought from home, mixing the powder w/ water and giving the slurry through the NG (nasogastric: through the nose and to the stomach for my non-nursy friends) tube and charting the vital signs every hour. The rest of the time I was trying to understand the patient. The patient would mouth "help me" (she had a trach and was on a ventilator for half the shift) and I would have to figure out what the problem was. Starting at the feet, because that's where my patient's problems started, I'd work my way up: Is something bothering you in the toes, foot, lower leg, upper leg, etc)? It was tedious and only worked half of the time and half of the time I just held the patient's hand until her eyes closed. (The next day I saw The Diving Bell and the Butterfly and realized we -my patient and I - had it pretty easy in the communication dept) Then my patient was moved to another wing of the CCU. It took about 10 people, one of 'em bagging her the whole time, several moving machines and me throwing her belongings into bags and adding labels. Once her med drawers and the med fridge were emptied she had five crammed-full paper sacks of meds. The night was over and I said goodbye, but her eyes were closed. The nurse I was working with - I never even caught her name. Is that weird? She was just all business and no chat - didn't even check up on my charting.
It was a good night to end on. I felt like: I am the nurse. And that's what I got this rotation. When I made mistakes that I should have known better than to make I said to my instructor, "well, the nurse said blah blah blah" and my instructor said, "*You* are the nurse." And with that I have only finals coming up. And you know what finals mean? Yes. Baking!